Monthly Reflection – December 2017


Spoiler Alert!

It’s a Boy…………………..!

The Birth of Jesus

In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. (This was the first census that took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria.) And everyone went to their own town to register.

So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”

Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,

“Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace to those on whom his favour rests.”

When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.” So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.

Luke 2: 1-20 (NIV).

So once again Christmas has appeared over the horizon and the promise of gifts and surprises for us is all around- ( I am dropping hints about a new set of golf clubs- but I am not hopeful)

Sometimes a surprise is a wonderful thing and that moment it is revealed is very special indeed- I was thinking about this time three years ago when Mrs Evans was eight months pregnant with our second child- at that point I could only describe ‘Holly’ our daughter as our second child because we didn’t know if we were having a boy or a girl- When the day arrived for Holly to appear there was a wonderful moment for me as her father when as she was delivered and I saw we had a beautiful baby girl and I was the only person in the world who knew that her name was Holly Grace Evans- it was a moment that will stay with me for ever – it was my moment….

If you have children it is a conversation you will have for the entire nine months- boy, girl, twins, triplets… or even more.- Everyone will have a view or a guess but unless you actually find out from the midwife if you are having a boy or a girl (They can be wrong by the way!) then that moment is a wonderful surprise I promise you!

When we think about the very first Christmas and Mary expecting a baby there was no surprise- her first born would be a son… in Luke Chapter 1 Mary is visited by the Angel Gabriel who tells Mary ‘Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favour with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus.’

Even the visitors knew the baby was a boy before they arrived- the shepherds were told where they would find the baby and that he is the Messiah’.

The name of her son had also already been decided- (so no endless conversation between Mary and Joseph on names they liked). Even though it wasn’t a surprise it didn’t make the birth of a son any less special or wonderful- I suspect it was as memorable as a birth where the parents don’t know if they have a boy or a girl!!

At Christmas time our children hope for wonderful surprises- our two daughters are both wound up tighter than a spring at the impending Christmas holidays and the excitement of Chocolate Advent calendars appearing was equally exciting for us adults and the girls!!!

We were shopping recently when we stopped for brunch and over our meal I asked Abigail- our nine year old daughter ‘Do you think you are on the nice list or the naughty list?’ She took a moment to think about her answer, took a sip of her Apple juice and replied:

Daddy I know  that you and Mummy buy all my presents and I don’t believe in Father Christmas anymore’.

What I could possibly say to that other than confirm (Second Spoiler Alert) that in fact she was correct and that there is no Father Christmas- to be honest I thought we had one more year of Father Christmas but I was wrong….! We have also discussed- the tooth fairy, the Dummy Monster and the Easter Bunny………


So now Abigail doesn’t believe in Father Christmas- so does this ruin or spoil her Christmas?

No of course not! Because we have taught her that there is a true meaning to Christmas that isn’t about Chocolate Advent calendars, Father Christmas, Presents, being with family or time off school- for us Christmas is the celebration of the Birth of Jesus- the most precious gift given ever.

God gave his son as a gift to a broken world so that we can have a chance of redemption and new life if we trust and believe in him!

We read in John 3:16-17

‘For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.’

The encouragement and challenge to us all this Christmas is to take this wonderful message of forgiveness and redemption and share it with those around us- Jesus came for everyone and I would encourage you to share the good news of the true meaning of Christmas or take the time to explore what a relationship with Jesus could do to make this Christmas and 2018 even better for you!

So from your Branch Leadership team and our families I would like to wish you all a blessed Christmas time whether you are off or like me on nights L…….

It would be great to see as many of you who can make it to the Carol service !

God Bless and Happy Christmas




Monthly Reflection – November 2017

He’s got your back!

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

Firstly let me say that it is good to finally back in a place where I am able to concentrate enough to start writing again! I am back at work on reduced hours and restricted duties and have started to engage in CPA work which is already proving very positive! If you are passing Stevenage I am in the office and am allowed to make the tea- yes that is an invite!

It has been frankly the seven months from hell; but as Winston Churchill once said:

‘If you are going through hell- keep going!’

So where to begin! For those of you who are not fully up to speed on my situation I was diagnosed with Complex PTSD and have been really put through the mill, suffering with severe Anxiety issues, Panic attacks and a list of other symptoms that were not very pleasant!

I wanted to take this opportunity of writing a reflection to both share the good news of my return and to encourage those who are going through tough times! So I hear you ask how you can have been encouraged by being ill. Well obviously the illness hasn’t been the thing that has encouraged me- Gods Gracious provision for me has!

From day one of being ill looking back I have been able to see Gods provision for me in the midst of the worst possible time!

I believe that our Lord plays the ultimate ‘Long Game’ and without us knowing it moves people into our lives and creates situations that support us or provide for us when we really need it!

So where to start- I have been blessed with a strong support network- my wife Natasha and my two daughters who knew when to just listen or to give me that all important hug, my wider family who rang just at the right moment and good friends have been there for me; whether of Faith or not. Those around me who really know me have shown me so much love and kindness that I feel truly blessed; whether from down the road for a chat on the school run, from further afield across England and Scotland from Hertfordshire to Lincolnshire and north to Moray in Scotland you were there- Thank you and know I consider you a blessing!

On the day I became ill I returned to Stevenage Police station in floods of tears not knowing what to do or how to cope- the very first person I saw was my boss- a Christian who looked after me and has offered so much support that again I am truly blessed….. I believe God placed her in Inspectors role to be that positive Christian leader for our unit.

But the blessings didn’t stop there for me I am pleased to say! I managed to make it to the CVM Gathering despite some serious misgivings about going at all due to my illness and not dealing with noise or crowds very well. Whilst I was there representing the CPA I was able to have conversations with a number of men who had been through similar pain and was blown away by an ex-offender who prayed for me!

It was while I was there Carl Beech the UK Director of The Message Trust and the face of the Gathering stood on the stage and said words to the effect that ‘For you blokes out there who are going through tough times I want to tell you that God has got your back’.

I can say that those words have stuck with me from that day and I have had the absolute certainty that Beechy was right- So Carl God Bless you and thank you- The Gathering was one of the few high points for me in the past seven months- so much so I am booked in already for next year!

But the blessings didn’t stop there- shortly after returning from the Gathering I was contacted by a trauma specialist to arrange treatment for my illness. On meeting her it was clear from moment one that she was vastly experienced and extremely positive about the prospect of me making a full recovery given the correct treatment and time- and yes it was very quickly established that she like me is a Christian….. Gods perfect and timely provision once again!

God provides us with the people around us as we have already seen but he also provides us with situations and opportunities to ‘feel normal’– when we are given those situations I can tell you that it is so overpowering that it feels like God’s Grace and Love is spilling out of you. I was asked by two very good friends if I felt up to delivering the address at their wedding in August….

Well as a preacher and speaker I immediately said yes without hesitation…. Only to hang up the phone and think ‘I am ill; what have I done’! Well preparing for that day in August felt so normal and natural that I think I read my address every day for a couple of weeks before the big day- and on the day for that 15 minutes standing at the front I was me again- it was almost as if The Lord was saying to me- you will get better, this is the real you! So thank you Mr and Mrs Hicklin for the absolute blessing of being part of your day- it helped me more than I can ever say!  

The truth is that God has a plan for us- it is a plan for us all to prosper- we may not see it when things seem dark and painful- but I can say absolutely that God has got your back. It may seem right now that you have more questions than answers and that nothing seems to be going right- be encouraged and don’t be afraid- God has got you back! In the midst of my illness I honestly couldn’t see a way forwards some days- but that is when God revealed himself to me in so many ways- some I have mentioned above and some that I haven’t.

A good friend from my church gave me the following scripture which I have as the screen saver on my phone-

 ‘For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.’

2 Timothy 1:7

God has got your back- he is there I promise- I know because I have had to rely on his blessings to get me through! So be encouraged, be blessed and know that if you are going through hell God is telling you to ‘keep going’ he is there and he will get you through because he has your back!

So as I am now back at work and back in the saddle when it comes to CPA I look forward to catching up with as many of you as I can! I would like to thank Andy Robinson for his support and keeping things on track in my absence- Well Done! We are off to the national leader’s conference next week with lots to discuss so please remember to pray for us and watch out for live updates on Twitter and Facebook!!

So God Bless and I look forward to seeing you all very soon!